Today woke up at 1plus.. pig hor.. cos going NS soon le.. fail napfa oso nvm de.. jus try my best.. i noe true frenx wont despise me becos of tt.. lol..

it is damn freaky funny lor.. guess wad i dreamt of.. i dreamt of me and one gal.. cannot rmb who she is.. q-ing out for a singing competition.. lol.. den all like so pro.. den i nv memorise the lyrics.. den i keeping singing in my mind.. jj- jian jian dan dan n ah qin- qi shi hen ai ni.. lol.. in the end don no y i call someone else oso.. lol.. den i woke up liao.. LOL..

went to IMM ard 2plus for my lunch.. with ym... (didi) lunch at Long John Silver.. lol.. den he go turn those instrumental keychain.. got new series de.. cos his yuqi lose her flute de.. in the end he kenna eupho.. LOL.. den go IP zone shop shop.. den saw Ding Xiang.. shocked xia.. lost of words.. so paiseh..

I admire him alot xia.. suddenly.. lol.. btw ding xiang is my senior la.. he plays the horn de.. damn pro.. nw still furthering his music career lor.. know how to compose somemore.. got gf... handsome.. got build.. humble and friendly.. IDOL XIA.. although i play sax de la.. respect him alot oso..

den went to GIANT.. cos i want to buy red bulls... to boost up my energy formy retake napfa lol... den saw ding xiang again.. at the magazine corner.. donno he reading wad.. lucky he nv saw me.. i was fighting (li siao) with my didi at tt time.. at first tot he was reading car magazine ba.. but jus visit his friendster.. den see his interest.. FHM xia.. maybe i was wrong.. LOL..

buy some more stuffs oso.. den saw yuxue at IMM too.. lol.. so coincidence.. saw nabila (junior band de ) at watson.. how sun at BURGER KING.. lol.. lost..

den bought watermelon juice.. near to the back exit towards toh guan de.. NICE! $1.20 nia... lol.. den veri stunning thing lor.. while we were crossing the road.. this taxi driver.. donno wad he doing.. suddenly wan to dash.. nearly knocked over a cyclist. it was red light le.. the taxi driver keep saying sorry using gesture.. in the car.. inside got customer somemore xia.. lost.. the car plate no is 4133.. can go buy 4D..lol

went home rest awhile.. den go meet yuxue go gym together.. ate $1.50 chicken rice.. lol.. with free eggs wor.. lol.. den go do gym.. damn tiring.. v fun... shiok... do donno how many hundred times of different station.. muscle ache again xia.. nvm =) den yuxue say my legs muscle v nice.. lol..cos i wear short.. first time xia.. becos lack of exercise tt y no muscle ma.. LOL..

den walk home.. tok about last time sec band stuffs.. so fun.. sax... future.. etc.. i feel tt i start to grow up abit.. at least i noe wad i wan ba.. yu xue said i can play all sax so well.. i am very happy.. but yet i have a confused feeling.. maybe i not tt good ba.. btw I LOVE TENOR SAX =)

quite naggy today hor... paiseh..

Do u spot the cat?> super big lor.. outside my house xia.. keep meow-ing.. lost.. lol

Ding Xiang and his gf.. so xinfu hor.. paiseh.. cop from friendster.. hehe.. no offence..=)

NOT RECOMMENDED.. =)

legs muscle still arching.. haha haix.. nv exercise today.. tml no work le.. can exercise if my legs are ok.. fail fail oso nvm.. i will try my best next wk.. lol..

AFTER HOURS

ONE OF MY FAV SHOW THAT IS NOT LONGER SHOWN.. WWE.. hope can see it on TV again..

*hope can go sentosa b4

*hope can go zoo b4

*hope can perform for sqs concert b4

goin NS.. =)

Yesterday was a fun day too.. work for half day.. lunch with qiuhui (my sec sch classmate) den go home.. watch tv.. den my uncle n gu gu come my house.. play with my cousins.. until 11pm den they go home.. cos they live my downstair nia.. lol.. i live 7 floor.. their 6.. directly..
here are some pics.. so cute xia the girls..

Finally.. SAF band performance le.. no more lacking of sleep.. wake up 11am today.. den meet ah brend n chunmeng.. go RP.. rehearsal.. reach there ard 140pm like tt.. I PLAY ONE SONG.. some more is the LAST SONG.. Damn sianz la... slack n slack.. super tired oso lo...

Finally it is the last song liao.. like waited for how many hr.. 2hr ba.. den played half way.. the fire alarm rang lor.. WTF xia.. but yet v interesting.. LOL.. tot i become playing for 1/2 a song lor.. lol..

Den the worst part is that they put my name in the repertoire as MS Koh Yeow Tong.. wtf.. CB LA! already so pissed liao..

Den went to causeway point eat MOS Burger.. first time i carried the tray with my food all prepared done.. i was so LOSt... den shop shop abit.. go home..

I will put SHAUN in my IC one day.. or else ppl will say i act..

y i so poor.. no $$$.. yyyyyyy

y is it so hard to pass napfa.. am i really so weak.. FUCK LA!

I hate myself!

emo..

Thurs.. went out with poly frenx celebrate yanhui frenx.. meet yanhui at 1pm go shop ard first.. den go MOF eat lor.. reached home at ard 10pm ba... nv exercise again..

wad do i really gain from? Band concert if i pass napfa..? Y ALWAYS BAND.. cb la.. playing so lan oso.. so ON for band for wad.. passion can earn $$ ar!? don enjoy, get scolding somemore.. wad do i really want? haix =_=

Fri.. went to JTC work for 1 day again... super boring.. really nth to do.. filing.. sorting lo.. Monday still need go back help them filing.. stupid lor.. this coming wed retake napfa... got time to exercise meh.. wtf..

After tt went for band lor.. angry.. boring.. sianx.. went for supper after tt at toh guan.. simple life.. SUPER NOT ENOUGH SLEEP!

Sat.. wake up 7am.. need to go central band SAF..jus to perform for ONE SONG! wtf lor.. i am very stupid lor.. y should i agree man! my instrument so heavy.. somemore i go there like puppet player like tt lor.. and tml is the performance liao.. need to wear formal clothes somemore.. JUS FOR ONE SONG! jus hope i can get in central band.. band again.. haix.. LOL..

Went to SQS sectional prac after SAF.. den went K Box.. enjoyable .. but.. not so shiok... sing until 1plus.. and i did not ate my dinner.. in conclusion i only eat curry n bread for tt day.. Super EMO and no appetite..

Sun performance at RP.. need to wake up early again haix..

TO my deearest frenx..!!
- don ever lend me $$ even if i don have $$ to take bus..
- i don wan to lend $$ le..

Now i finally knows how hard my parents earn $$.... and i jus spend like this.. so tt i can enjoy with my frenx.. my mum alw says.. if u no $$.. den don go.. don compare with others.. ya lor.. i so poor.. gt work still so..? ALOT meh! work pay to my expense going out lor.. BILL and INSURANCE.. haix..

WHY... i am really tired... wad do i gain in life so far till now..? haix..

My turn to EMO le la!! lol.. let me recall my meaningful days spend last wk.. (thurs till now). Thurs was my 2nd time exercising for napfa retake test. Meet up erik, prac at NP sport complex. I was fast weaken.. beri do much exercise.. n none running.. i feel like vomiting.. i bet i eat n drink too much b4 i exercise.. BUT this is no execuse.. i am simply WEAK!!

I HATE MYSELF BEING SO WEAK... but y mus i pass for band.. y alw band.. after tt meet up er and wil.. mahjonging.. i was somehow insulted by erik in the car about being so weak.. i am very angry.. but i jus simply upset.. i have no appetite at all.. feel like vomiting oso... went to IMM with them for dinner.. but i jus ate hot cheng teng.. go Band world.. rot again lor...

Den play mahjong at wil house... i keep throwing tiles let wilson game.. somemore is 5tiles lor.. i felt v stupid.. brain not thinking... sad of cos.. but den... in the end i only lost $4.. whereas er n erik lost more.. den they v bu shuang la.. i noe my fault la.. i lose $$ i oso nv anything ma... den still say play game ma.. y mus give the look.. haix.. sometime really donno y i mus play mahjong.. haix.. emo..

Slept at 3plus.. wake up 6plus.. work at jtc for one day... cos one staff MC.. den nth much happens.. Damn boring.. rot lor.. meet qiuhui for lunch.. sec sch frenx.. at nite meet xl meiyi wil erik hwee ling dinner.. ate fish bee hoon.. after 1hr HUNGRY liao!! Band was super crowded tt time lor.. alot rare faces turned up.. but we had sectional.. cos er was not ard.. MOsaici again lor.. supper at mac.. ok la.. nth much lor..

Slept at 2plus... watch fear factor.. lol.. den late for appointment with cm n brend on sat for SAF rehearsal.. sorry.. the band was super LOUD.. i played 1piece only.. den rot for like 3hrs.. lucky got joel who came late.. at least not tt sianx.. tok to Mr Chua abt band stuffs.. den the piece was like so hard.. tonguing mus be so fast.. den my score got missing rest n notes. haix..

Lack of sleep ... den went k box with cl.. at least it was fun... but i was not on form... lucky cl sang v well.. i listen le alw feel v relax n emo lor.. lol... really... den saw her bro.. scold her.. cos she alone with me ma.. don worry la.. cl is jus one of my good frenx.. lol.. den seafood dinner at my house downstair.. pre-celebrate for mother day.. bro treat.. nice food.. but i was not happy.. cos bro make the decision of the food.. don wan let me see menu oso.. not happy.. maybe lack of sleep..

Sunday wake up 1plus.. feel so shiok.. v tired oso.. sleep too much.. den oso muscle not tt aching anymore after the exercise.. weak rite.. den decided not going MA band today.. cos maybe not performing for the concert oso.. and need to find present for my MAMA.. hehe.. late for 30mins for cl meeting.. paiseh.. v sorry... walk walk.. den went home.. i bought a white handbag for my mama.. she love it.. Heng.. i love her expression when i give her things.. lol... she will say xie xie..

Wish lists for this 2 wks:
- Able to pay my debts to nuraziah n cl..
- More $$
- Pass Napfa
- Perform for SQS n MA..

Hope all my efforts in watever i do is right.. n not wasted.. =(

Labour day wor...

wake up 12plus ba.. lol...

meet nuraziah go Orchard...

fun xia.. bought slipper... eat BLue berry ice cream again...

she like a addidas shirt.. damn nice.. gold n white.. $99.. she will buy it next month.. lol...

after tt.. go IMM.. cos she don wan so early go home.. lol..

den saw erik n tanny there.. walk walk n crap..

now tok to tanny v comfy.. good man...

go out with nuraziah aone oso not bad xia...

She is still single n available... REALLY... unless she bluff me la.. lol...

HAd a nice MAYDAY.. =)