Thurs.. went out with poly frenx celebrate yanhui frenx.. meet yanhui at 1pm go shop ard first.. den go MOF eat lor.. reached home at ard 10pm ba... nv exercise again..

wad do i really gain from? Band concert if i pass napfa..? Y ALWAYS BAND.. cb la.. playing so lan oso.. so ON for band for wad.. passion can earn $$ ar!? don enjoy, get scolding somemore.. wad do i really want? haix =_=

Fri.. went to JTC work for 1 day again... super boring.. really nth to do.. filing.. sorting lo.. Monday still need go back help them filing.. stupid lor.. this coming wed retake napfa... got time to exercise meh.. wtf..

After tt went for band lor.. angry.. boring.. sianx.. went for supper after tt at toh guan.. simple life.. SUPER NOT ENOUGH SLEEP!

Sat.. wake up 7am.. need to go central band SAF..jus to perform for ONE SONG! wtf lor.. i am very stupid lor.. y should i agree man! my instrument so heavy.. somemore i go there like puppet player like tt lor.. and tml is the performance liao.. need to wear formal clothes somemore.. JUS FOR ONE SONG! jus hope i can get in central band.. band again.. haix.. LOL..

Went to SQS sectional prac after SAF.. den went K Box.. enjoyable .. but.. not so shiok... sing until 1plus.. and i did not ate my dinner.. in conclusion i only eat curry n bread for tt day.. Super EMO and no appetite..

Sun performance at RP.. need to wake up early again haix..

TO my deearest frenx..!!
- don ever lend me $$ even if i don have $$ to take bus..
- i don wan to lend $$ le..

Now i finally knows how hard my parents earn $$.... and i jus spend like this.. so tt i can enjoy with my frenx.. my mum alw says.. if u no $$.. den don go.. don compare with others.. ya lor.. i so poor.. gt work still so..? ALOT meh! work pay to my expense going out lor.. BILL and INSURANCE.. haix..

WHY... i am really tired... wad do i gain in life so far till now..? haix..